The More I Ponder
In fact, the real Self never becomes absolutely known; it remains mysterious, it remains ineffable, indefinable. The real Self is so vast that you cannot define it, and the real Self is so mysterious that you cannot penetrate it to the very core. The real Self is the self of the Whole. It is not possible for human intellect to penetrate, to ponder, to contemplate it.
I have heard, there is a famous story of a wise man who was called by Alexander the Great. And Alexander asked him, “I have heard that you have come to know what God is, so please tell me. I have been in search, and people say you have attained, so enlighten me about God, what God is.”
It is said the wise man said, “You give me at least twenty-four hours to think over it.”
Twenty-four hours passed, and Alexander was waiting very eagerly. The wise man came and he said, “Seven days, will be needed.”
And then seven days passed, and Alexander was very impatient. The wise man came and he said, “One year will be needed.”
Alexander said, “What do you mean, one year will be needed? You know or you don’t? If you know, you know — tell me. Why waste time?”
The wise man laughed and he said, “The more I ponder, the more it becomes unknowable. The more I know, the more difficult it becomes to say that I know. Twenty-four hours I tried and tried, and it started slipping from my hands. It is very elusive — it is like mercury. Then I asked for seven days — that didn’t help. Now, at least one year — and I am not certain that I will be able to bring a definition.”
The wise man did well. He must have been really wise, because there is no way to define the REAL Self.
Osho – “A Sudden Clash of Thunder”